{"id":1302,"date":"2012-04-20T15:55:30","date_gmt":"2012-04-20T22:55:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/libernetics.com\/?p=1302"},"modified":"2012-04-20T15:56:04","modified_gmt":"2012-04-20T22:56:04","slug":"crossfit-revisiting-emptiness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/libernetics.com\/?p=1302","title":{"rendered":"Crossfit: revisiting emptiness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today was my third visit to <a title=\"Crossfit East Sacramento\" href=\"http:\/\/crossfiteastsac.typepad.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">CFES <\/a>this week. \u00a0On the way over I remember thinking, &#8220;I hope I get lucky today and get through this workout.&#8221; \u00a0Now that is a really strange thought, because luck doesn&#8217;t have much to do with crossfit. \u00a0Frankly it&#8217;s a pathetic thing to think. \u00a0But I confess I was tired, stiff, and sore from the two previous workouts.<\/p>\n<p>I knew what the workout was going to be: Hope. \u00a0It&#8217;s actually the workout that will be part of a <a title=\"Hope Charity event for St. Judes Hospital\" href=\"http:\/\/crossfiteastsac.typepad.com\/crossfit_east_sacramento\/2012\/04\/hope.html\" target=\"_blank\">charity event for St. Jude&#8217;s Hospital<\/a>. The Hope WOD is: 3 rounds of max reps burpees, 75# snatches, 24 inch box jumps, 75# thrusters, and chest-to-bar. You get one minute at each station. \u00a0There is a 1 minute rest between rounds, but no rest in between stations. \u00a0In other words it is high-intensity work for 15 minutes with 3 1 minute rest times.\u00a0It&#8217;s brutal.<\/p>\n<p>When I started the workout I had a name, an identity, some\u00a0preconceived\u00a0notions about life, some hopes, fears, and desires. \u00a0In other words my life had a context.<\/p>\n<p>When I ended the workout I had none of those things. \u00a0The sum total of my world was the desire for air, a feeling of intense heat, a painful heart beat, a feeling of dizziness. \u00a0I collapsed in a cool place for a few minutes. \u00a0I was, as they say, in the moment.<\/p>\n<p>My total score was 115. \u00a0As it so happens that&#8217;s a low score, even among those who Rx&#8217;d it. What held me back was the snatches. \u00a0I could not find the right\u00a0rhythm\u00a0on those, even though I had done them before (in the <a title=\"CrossFit Games Open 2012\" href=\"http:\/\/games.crossfit.com\/workouts\/the-open\" target=\"_blank\">Crossfit Games Open WOD 12.2.<\/a>) \u00a0I just could not get under the bar and had to muscle them up. \u00a0I did a little better on the thrusters.<\/p>\n<p>But the good news is \u00a0I got 110% of that workout. \u00a0And more good news: on June 9th I get to do it again!<\/p>\n<p>Cheers.<\/p>\n<p><script type=\"text\/javascript\">\/\/ <![CDATA[\n google_ad_client = \"pub-0675667561792454\"; \/* Ad#1 Writers Block *\/ google_ad_slot = \"4888260728\"; google_ad_width = 300; google_ad_height = 250;\n\/\/ ]]><\/script><br \/>\n<script type=\"text\/javascript\" src=\"http:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/show_ads.js\">\/\/ <![CDATA[\n\n\n\/\/ ]]><\/script><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I started the workout I had a name, an identity, some preconceived notions about life, some hopes, fears, and desires.  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